8/14/2006
i love the drama esplanade girls like tons!! and no, i'm not a lesbian. get that thought outts ya head and dont get all sick with me. like i was saying, amirah, clara, hin wen totally rock!! we are such good friends that... we kinda want to go to boarding sku together. in abingdon. since hin wen's going, we all want to too. especially me. i'd rather go to a foreign country with my good friend than my family. like duh. i dont like them that much. especially the additional ones or my sister. most of you guys wont know wth i'm talking in the first part, but. i'm sure some do. so no questions.

i'm so not joking. seriously.. we all want to go there together!! does this remind you of "we're all in this together" like omg. i love that song. neways.. it's kinda cool, y'know. to go to boarding school with your best buds. great, eh? i'm so looking forward to it. only problem? my mom. like. ugh. wat the hell. like she'll go "oh sure. go to abbington with wen. no problem. i'll post you your allowance and all that." like she would. haiix.

so. how should i say it to her.. oh i know.
heyya mom. erm i'm sure you want me to be independant right? (she's supposed to say yes.)
and. you want me to do well in my studies right? (she'll definetely say yes for this one.)
and. you want me to be happy right? (after a long silence, she'll say yes then ask what i want.)
well.. i know we've got plans to go to aus, but. there is erm, this boarding school in UK, abingdon called sibford. and. i was thinking.. can i go there to study? with my good friend? her dad's gonna be there. my studies will 100% be better. i promise! and blah blah blah blah.

is that, ohkay? argh. this is such an UGH-y phase of my life. i wanna go. and i want it bad. ):